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July 25, 2014
I thought it will be a sunny day. It almost felt like living when I woke up and it wasn’t as cold like the other mornings. I didn’t also danced Wiggle Wiggle in the bathroom today. ((Well uhm)) so I guess that’s why, I was really hyper active today!! :)
Our History teacher didn’t arrive, so instead we had paper works for his subject. And then, during our Filipino Subject, we were watching #50SHADESOFGREYTRAILER and oh my god. I think every couples would be sore on the day after the valentines because they’ll try “morbid” ((hahahhaa)) sex too! Lol just kidding =))) We didn’t also had our Economics class because we’ll be having our mass! :)
This is actually the first time that I’ll have a mass in the chapel as a student of the faculty of arts and letters. Though I admit, it’s quite sad because the crowd is no longer like the ones in the highschool, and there are no more connected hands even in the aisle during “Our Father”. But more or less, it’s a new experience. I’m happy!!
After the mass we had a “Block lunch” wherein the whole block will have a lunch! Hahaha. We just have to buy our foods and then we’ll go to the Lover’s lane and form a circle in there and eat. It’s fun because our ELSOC officers were also there to eat with us. :”>
But the most fun part is that, it rained hard and we played in the rain by suddenly closing our umbrellas in front of our blockmates. And me being me, I’m even poking their umbrellas with my umbrella just for them to get wet. Hahahaha. I’m even chasing some. Hahaha. And it’s funny, because I had to be in college just to do those things. Hahaha! 😂 Well that doesn’t mean I didn’t had a fun High School, it’s just that we didn’t played that before. Hahaha.
Hay so tiring!!
“I’m incapable of leaving you alone." … "Then don’t.”
50 shades of Grey!!!!! 👏
Ay shet ito ung mga messages talaga dapat na pinupublish eh. Hahaha ito tamad na tamad mag-aral pero nag-aaral pa rin. Kaso nagpahinga muna kaya tumblr moments & kdramas muna. Hahaha. =)) sana makapag cover ako soon, watch out for it! Chos sge mwa
What do I benefit from being alone? Why do I feel like I’m enjoying myself more when I’m alone? I enjoy going to the 4th flr of the library alone and sit by the window and watch the people laugh, eat and walk with their friends.
Does this make me an introvert?
I bet not. Because, I also feel depressed sometimes when I’m alone. Sometimes I like being the center of attraction, I want people to listen to my stories and laugh on my jokes. I want to party and bond with them.
Hence, does that make me a bipolar?
I feel bad for my friends. I feel like I’m being an “intentionally outcast” and i don’t follow them out of our room when they’ll all go there. I feel like I’m being “no fun” when I declined their offer to go with them and watch games. I feel like I’m being snob when I don’t ask what they did outside when they came back.
And I also feel bad for myself. I feel like I’m being socially awkward when they suddenly talk about something that they all know except me. I feel like I’m being selfish and I’m not “actually” being friends with them.
And if there’s one thing that scares me. It’s the fact that, probably time will come that they’ll all leave me out because I didn’t take care of our relationship before. And I don’t like realizing the importance of something when it’s already gone. I don’t like it.
July 23, 2014
Today I went to school fighting the current of the wind and pouring of rain. I actually prayed that classes will be suspended, but I remembered that this is college already. Things are different. And so instead, I went to school… While reading the selections that were actually assignment. Hahaha. I am having distractions last night so I wasn’t really doing my thing properly.
History was our first class. And honestly it’s one of those subjects that I like. Our professor is humorous and he’s not very strict with the way he’s speaking. He’s very warm. So I was indirectly saying thanks to him by participating in his class. So when he asked the “Significance of History” and “Branches of History”, I was also raising my hand. But him, being a teacher, he likes calling people who doesn’t like reciting. And as time goes by, these significance & branches are getting complicated. He wasn’t getting the answers that he likes. So i was already little by little covering and getting shy of reciting.
And when the gods are really with you… It was actually the last 5 minutes when he called me. Not because I was raising my hand but because I was ENTHUSIASTIC. And he said he likes enthusiastic people. Oh my god. Hey prof! I just cheered my classmate!! :((( =))))
So there wasn’t any choice but to go in front and speak. And fortunately I was doing my thing, I was actually able to put significance it, but unfortunately he didn’t let me finish my sentence because probably a time constraint. And once again I felt the same feeling I felt during Literature, it was when the time that I don’t know anything, and I felt like I am worthless because I am not able to answer his question. Lesson learned: I have to study more.
Today we also met our literature teacher and he’s nicer now than before. And it’s a shame that we actually prayed that he wouldn’t come, but 30 minutes before the end of his class he came.
At 3pm we also had our PE and we were in the Q. Pav and were able to watch the Tigers have their training for the upcoming UAAP. And while we were watching we also cheered for them through UST cheers by the yellowjacket. And by 1:45 we were able to meet Ms. Castro our PE teacher and she’s nice and she’s young and I hope that I will have fun in Philippine games because I don’t like games. Yeah
Today all things might not have been favorable to me but one thing I am sure is that I learned something.
July 22, 2014
2nd day of 2nd week. I’m already feeling stressed out and very lazy at the same time. There are so many things to do and little time. Well, not sure about the little time because probably I was just lazy. Hahaha.
And there’s actually one thing I realized, my MWF classes are the stressful ones. And my TTHS classes are the less stressful one. The people behind our class scheduling must’ve had understand us. Hahaha.
Anyway, we met our Philisophy teacher. And it’s actually quite scary at first because they’ve been telling not the Doctor one please. And I was like, who’s that? And then they would say that they heard that that professor is very terror. Blahblah. Well, I actually don’t like 2 terror professor in my 1st sem okay. Hahaha. That’s why, I was so happy when we met the professor.
He’s younger and I think he understands our needs and he understands that we are not very inclined to Philisophy and he has to be somehow kind to us. Hahaha. We want to enjoy Philosophy, not hate it *sigh*
After that I went to my sister’s house somewhere in España. I even saw my crush in the Carpark ❤️ ughhh so gwapo as ever. Hahahaha. #thepanicattack
And then we went to Oriental Spa. And I & Ate had our Aroma Therapy. Oh gosh, thanks for my sister. I really needed this one! 😔😭 my hands and my back already hurt last Sunday. Aghhh
After that we went to Fishermall, and shopped some things for my sister’s fandom of Bento making. And I also bought can goods for donations tomorrow. We also had some cheese-cake & frappe bonding ar Fisher Cafe. And after we went home.
And now that I’m home, I have now to cram a lot of school works. Hahaha.
Tuesday palang, umuulan ulan na dito sa Manila. Tapos tamad na tamad na din ako sa school. Umay eh, bat ganun kaintimidating ung ibang prof. Ano bang pinaglalaban nila? Chos. Hahaha pero sana lang talaga matuto kami, pag sila nagdadadaldal lang dun at nagmamaldita nako. Hahahaha arasso annyeong
July 21, 2014
Everything was going fine today. We were very active during classes. We kept on reciting and just having fun while learning.
But all good things come to an end. Today we met our Literature teacher. The first tike we met her. And as far as I remember, before, we prayed for a gay teacher. Because we just thought that college is more open, and that if we’ll have a gay teacher it would be more fun, because they are very tactless. (not generalizing tho) Also, we prayed for our LIT teacher to come already because we just want to meet him.
And today we met him. And I’m actually in a trouble addressing him already the moment he came into our class. Why? Because he’s gay but he is dressed like a woman. And I don’t know which is which that wouldn’t insult him. But, I just settled for a Ma’am— which also made me realized that I should have just called him “Professor”.
So yeah from the start, I was very amused of him. He speaks very beautiful, his accent is wonderful and the words that he used were very intelligent. He even kept on calling us “Creatures” and ordering us to transfer seat by saying “Evaporate”. Isn’t he just amusing?! :)))
But the fun stopped when he started asking “What is Literature?” and all our answers were unintellectual and nonsense. Especially I was the last one she pointed to answer it. I was really pushed into my edge and I got pissed off with his reasonings against my answers. And I was also pissed off with myself because I can’t simply prove myself right and it’s making me feel like I’m so dumb for not having the chance to answer her questions.
And because I was pissed off already, I started speaking for myself. I was answering everything he says and I defend myself. But, he won’t let me.
That’s why after class, we ate at Coffee Avenue to put off the steam in our bloods. And after we ate, that was only the time that I realized that it was very expensive. HAHAHAHA
After that I also ran some errands and I bought workbooks. Hay. Money just kept on leaving me… Huhu.
Ok share. I’ll study already. Mwa
Hahaha wow pahumble ka pa ah? Ikaw na nga tong pinagbigyan ko hahahaha =))) chart luv luv luv good morning
Earlier, we had a class in Philippine Government Constitution and with the words that my Professor had said, I’m losing the hope for the Philippines to prosper and to be able to be a “developed” country— basically because it’s nonsense. With his words about how greed is prevailing in the government, or how undisciplined the Filipinos are, it’s just making me sad and half frustrated.
Imagine, I’ve lived my 16 years in this country, most of it I’m sighing of all the natural resources that we’ve lost because of greed, and to those people in the government who takes a lot of country’s wealth.
It’s sad how we think of education as a necessity in our lives, but in the end, we don’t use it when we get older. We review for UPCATS, DLSUCET, ACET, USTET and other university entrance exams, we compete with almost hundred thousands of people for slots, and then when we get in we spend a lot of money on our transportation, tuition, books & everything. And then during classes, we tried to fight our laziness because we want to have a better life in the future. But what do we do when we get older? We vote for people because they give us money. We vote for people because they are popular (they are the sibling of a popular actor, they are the spouse of the popular actor or they are a popular actor. We vote for them even if we don’t know what future would look like with them.
Aren’t we being unfair to the future generation? Because I think I want to blame all the votes who went to this and that elected whoever. They are a big waste of time. And a big waste of money.
We have a good education, we have a lot of dedicated teachers. We can speak English better than other Asian Countries. But what we need are facilities that can help students. Especially those in the public schools. Imagine, politicians can spend a lot of money on cars and luxuries in life, with those PDAF and all, but how about those in the province, did they have better facilities? Better chairs? Better tables? Books? Aren’t they using their PDAF’s on funding only one scholar, and making them already feel like they already helped a lot?
Education is an essential. As they’ve said, knowledge is the only thing that other people can’t take away from us. So we have to nurture our intellectualities, and sharpen our minds. Treat education as an essential, and think of it as something that will be your shield against stupid and manipulative people and a weapon against threatening people. Education is what gives you wisdom, knowledge and understanding on a specific thing. Education makes every blurred lines clear.
In Singapore, why aren’t there a need of security guards in the malls? And why aren’t there a traffic? It’s because they’re disciplined. And discipline can also be developed through education. Most people in Singapore are either working or studying, they’re educated. And them being educated, gives them the awareness that any wrong deed that they will commit will be a shame to theirselves and that is again because of education.
I know it’s inevitable for politicians to be corrupt, but please do your job properly. We don’t only need honest people, we need brave & inteligent politicians. Because brave people knows what to speak, how to speak and when to speak regardless if there are many daggers pointed on him.
They say "Politics is everyone’s business, but not everyone’s game." So I hope, if a future leader is reading this one, I hope you can do your job properly. Always remember that not because everyone’s doing it you have to do it too. Don’t worry education will guide you along the way. It’s your only weapon.
ah ok kala mo di ko nagets ung logic nitong ask mo? maganda ako tas kambal kita so maganda ka rin? aba gusto ko ako lang eh, ano bang mahirap sa ako lang? (ay weh hahaaha hi kambal meow)
THANK YOU :D Sana maging mag friends tayo kasi honest ka. Chos hahahahahahaha