September 16, 2014
Since yesterday’s class was suspended, the #TigerDay was rescheduled today in lieu with the Saliggawi Dance Troupe’s victory in being the 2nd runner up in the UAAP Cheer Dance Competition 2014, because it has been years since they were last included in the ranks.
So today I went to school wearing a yellow shirt, because I still don’t have a UST Shirt!!! Lol. My UST shirts when I was in High School are already worn out!! Hay, I definitely have to buy one. Hahaha.
After classes, we went to Greenbox in Dapitan and the birthday celebrant Jhelo, treated us for lunch. It’s actually my first time to eat there too, and I’m happy with it. The honey chicken something was just a wow! 👍
After that we went to Gate4 and watched a movie entitled “The Last Exorcism” 😂 After almost a year I came back again to Gate4! Hahaha. The movie was not that scary but it keeps you startled in some moments. And it’s also terrifying how possible that it could be real. Hahaha. But it’s fun. We kept on scaring ourselves.
But what scared us the most is the surprise bill!!!! Hahahahhaa!!! I really thought it was just 300+, and then suddenly since we finished 2 movies, it became 915!!! What the hell!!!! Hahaha. But fortunately, Chloe, the “day before celebrant” paid for the 500. And then the rest we had divided it. Hahaha!!! So funny!!! :))))
While I was on my way home I was already promising myself a good sleep. But when I get home, my mom told me to prepare because we’re going to meet a relative.
We went to Robinsons Galeria, and we had dinner at Seafood Island, which I thought I wouldn’t enjoy because I am not really a fan of seafoods. But the squid and shrimp help me get through the day. Plus, they ordered Barbeque hahaha because they knew I wouldn’t like all seafoods. Hahaha. But all in all, we had a bloody dinner, I feel like my stomach will just burst into pieces. I feel so full!!
And just when I thought everything was done, I was surprised that we’ll go to the Fab and eat dessert. Though I didn’t really appreciated the Salted Caramel cake, I mean it’s okay for 1 1/2 slices, but if you’ll go beyond it, you’ll kill yourself. I don’t know if I was just being guilty because of the sweets but I really felt vomiting. Hahaha. It’s too sweet.
We arrived home at around 12am, and I have 7am classes. Luckily, we still don’t have lessons yet. Or else, I might have died. Hahaha.
8:48am: Since the classes were suspended, I decided to study and do my school works. With the heavy rains with strong winds, and an ankle-high flood, and here I am… Uhm studying. Hihihi 😏😊
September 13, 2014
Today is Marielle’s Debut. Marielle is a friend from Center for Pop who happened to be a much closer friend because she’s just a year older than me. Hehe and her mom is also my dentist. And her family is really great. So anyway, her debut will be the 1st debut that I’ll attend this year.
Her debut will be held at the Diamond Hotel in Roxas Boulevard. And this is actually the 1st time that I went to that hotel, because our prom was held in Sofitel, our Grad Ball was held in Manila Hotel and we also have a house in Manila so why should I go to hotel? HAHAHA. So yeah, when we went to the Grand Ballroom I was quite puzzled to realize that it looked like Sofitel’s. Hahaha. (And memories of our High School prom came back again…)
The program proper should have started at 6:30pm, but Filipino time as it is, it started at 7:30pm. I was in the table with my other barkadas in Center for pop. The same people. And it was fun because we are all in formal wear and then we are all sitting with a little etiquette (hoholol) which is I’m not really used to. I mean we all are not used to. Hahaha. The food was nice too. There’s a carbonara so it’s okay already for me. Hahaha.
But as requested by the debutante and her family, I and Kuya Philip sang for them. And I must say our performance was okay, except the fact that I had a little hiccup during the performance. Damn it. Hahaha. But it was okay, no wardrobe malfunction or tripping. Hahaha.
After our performance, we had a lot of “Photoshoots” like those in the #8thStarMagicBall. And they were also persuading me to drink punch, but I am a good daughter of my mother so I won’t. Ha ha ha.
We went home at almost 1am already. And I drifted to sleep after removing my make up. What a wonderful night…
Its okay, its love (Korean Drama)
It has been just few hours since I watched this drama, and it’s so beautiful and it’s so close to reality, that I don’t know what will I do to the next Thursday and Friday of my life. When will I see you again or when will I see a movie same as this. I haven’t watched the “The Winter the wind blows.” And because of the performance of Jo In Sung, I think I’ll watch it soon just to aid my Post-Drama-Loneliness Syndrome.
What was the story about?
It was about a famous novelist named, Jang Jae Yeol who had a scandal and had to leave his flat, and be a housemate of the Psychiatrists Ji Hae Soo and Dongmin and a Tourette Syndrome afflicted patient Soo Kwang. In the start, Jae Yeol and Ji Hae, were actually always fighting with each other, but in the mid part t Jae Yeol was already helping Ji Hae cure her psychological problem with falling in love, kissing and even having sex. But in the latter part, when everything was already okay, Ji Hae found out that Jae Yeol has Schizophrenia and she was being asked by her mother to leave him.
All in all, this drama deserves 10 stars over 5 stars. Huhuhu. This is so beautiful, I’ll watch it again on my sem break (If ever I don’t have anything to watch that time hehe) watch this, this is very very very nice.
You can watch it here: (http://www.dramacool.com/its-okay-its-love-episode-1.html)
You can’t just ask someone to love you the way you love them. Why? Not because it’s being unfair but because you are both different individuals with different emotions and different upbringings and leveling of love. Sometimes, it depends on his last relationship, on how he handles his present relationship. And the way you handle your relationship also depends on your past relationship. This makes it clear, that you have a different genesis of relationship.
So don’t you beg someone to love you the way you love them, because you’re both angling in a different perspective and all you have to say is “I love you more” or “I love you less”.
But don’t you ever forget that love is also a Labor Extensive, if you give more and more, you get the responsibilities of your partner. Or, if you give less and less, he will get tired of working in the relationship. Your relationship is like a group project, the partners should work together because first it’s tiring and second it’s annoying when you are both benefiting on something that the only one worked for. It’s bullshit.
And if love takes the path of declivity, as a woman never ever beg him to stay, or give him options of your desperate measures. Because he will leave. Be strong enough to leave him because it’ll be pointless being in a relationship that you are asking for a little love to keep you breathing while he gives you the least, like a rich man giving pennies to a beggar. Don’t situate yourself into a relationship that you’re the only one working, if he leaves you, let him. Pronounce your last drop of pride, because when a man leaves a woman that already means that you have already given him everything that you have and he is now thinking that he can manipulate you because you love him more than your life, and begging would mean that you’re agreeing to be under his rule. And a woman don’t have to do that. If in a relationship you have to forget your pride, on its decline claim all the pride that you have hidden before.
If he can’t give you the love that you deserve, better stay single until your last breath.
Last May I went to Singapore for a vacation, and for 13 days I wake up at 10am without my sister around or go to mall alone when my brother is already on his work.
It’s actually my first time to experience that, because in the Philippines when I wake up and go downstairs mom would be there, and our maids and my brother will be there. Our house was never padlocked because there is always a person there. But in Singapore, when everyone is at work, sometimes it’s just me who in the whole flat.
I remember when I told my sister that I am so nervous about going to college, and she told me, “Why would you? Independence is taught in College, but you, you learned about it even before you get to college.”
And now, that I spent more than 2 months in school… I can say, thank you so much Singapore for changing me.
If it weren’t because of that Singapore trip, I must’ve been still that “High School mannered girl who always see friends as the most important people in the world— even versus studying.” And I must’ve been crying right now and throwing tantrums for not having a permanent group of friends.
But things have changed, I now enjoy being alone and walking alone didn’t bothered me anymore. I’m not a loner or a forever alone, I have a lot of friends and I’m friendly. It’s just that, I don’t settle on people. Attachments are shitty you know.
So to all students there, be independent. Study. Don’t depend on your friends’ time, for you to know when you’re going home.
Before the Preliminary Examinations, our Literature Professor asked me to download “Helen of Troy”. And I remembered how my mom always says that she liked the Helen of Troy and she would be more than willing to repeat it all over and over again because of Brad Pitt. So, among the Helen of Troy movies available, I chose the one with Brad Pitt because, because it will not be a requirement if it’s Brad Pitt…
So anyway, “Helen of Troy” is just a part of the Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey. The abduction of Helen by Paris was the main reason why the Spartans and Troy had fought and soon led to the fall of Troy. Though it’s quite confusing, how Helen and Paris fell in love with each other, when Helen was just a prize from Aphrodite, how Hector died fighting against the Spartans, when Helen was just a prize from Aphrodite and how the whole Troy was burned down because of this “love” that they have been saying, when Helen was just a prize from Aphrodite. It’s like, Paris was just the stupid boy who wanted to marry the most beautiful woman in the world, and then next minute it was okay to burn down the whole city because of her. Stupid Paris!
Though my confusion is not yet aided by the movie, because the start of the movie was already when Paris is having a secret affair with Helen and when they are thinking of being together in Troy. I would still want to acknowledge the fact that it really confirmed that I didn’t wholly understand the story when I read it, because the scenes that I was imagining were different from the movie. Like:
Points to blabber about the movie:
What books to read? Hahahahahhahahaha what kdramas to watch? Hahahhahahahahahaha what time to go to bed? Hahahahahahhahahahahahahhaa
Why is this not taught universally.
I placed the wall clock in front of me, to remind me B I G time when I am procrastinating already. 😂 and guess what? It worked!!
🌀 I am now enjoying studying at dawn. So quiet, so peaceful and dark outside… And my dashboard is filled with people studying too, I don’t feel alienated 🌀